Rambling Thoughts.

The voice of reason… makes sense.

“So Elihu son of Barakel the Buzite said this: “I am young, and you are old. That is why I was afraid to tell you what I know. I thought, ‘Older people should speak. Those who have lived many years should teach wisdom.’ But it is the spirit in a person that gives him understanding. It is the breath of God All-Powerful in him. It is not just older people who are wise. Older people are not the only ones who understand what is right. So I say, listen to me! I will also tell you what I know. I waited while you spoke. I listened to your explanations. I waited while you looked for words to use. I paid close attention to you. But not one of you has proved Job wrong. Not one of you has answered his arguments. “These three friends are defeated and have no more to say. Words have failed them. Now they are standing there with no answer for Job. Now that they are quiet, must I wait to speak? No, I also will speak. I will also tell what I know. I am full of words. And the spirit in me causes me to speak. I am like wine that has been bottled up. I am ready to burst like a new leather bag for holding wine. I must speak. Then I will feel relief. I must open my mouth and answer. I will be fair to everyone. I will not flatter anyone. I don’t know how to flatter. If I did, God, my Maker, would quickly take me away.” -‭‭Job‬ ‭32:6-12, 15-22‬ ‭ICB‬‬

Visual Stimulator

Synchronicity

Synchronicity. Divine timing. Human nature and the changes that generations have paved the roads that bring me here. So desperate to express this feeling that has been filling me up. The reality of self amongst the crowd.I am here to realize. Realize I have and there I was… faced with who I was needing to become transformed into I AM who I am. 

I AM magic. We all are really. But this isn’t about everyone else and I’m pass the point time felt the most slow as language and communication dominated moves in which I went with a flow… a flow to manage knowing what I knew when words hadn’t yet been learned.Childhood is a place that brings hope in growth being human has it’s purpose within.

And there I go getting side tracked from actively working on focus.A focus.My attention has reached a point of no return. My mind has been racing ahead of my body from the start. My mind always thinking of ways that make each day that brought chaos confusion and feelings uncomfortable feels like. The concept of being comfortable in my own skin… the importance that being comfortable plays as from the womb delivered mustard seed small and the symbolic nature in which we get birthed designed to take symbols and give meaning.