Synchronicity. Divine timing. Human nature and the changes that generations have paved the roads that bring me here. So desperate to express this feeling that has been filling me up. The reality of self amongst the crowd.I am here to realize. Realize I have and there I was… faced with who I was needing to become transformed into I AM who I am. 

I AM magic. We all are really. But this isn’t about everyone else and I’m pass the point time felt the most slow as language and communication dominated moves in which I went with a flow… a flow to manage knowing what I knew when words hadn’t yet been learned.Childhood is a place that brings hope in growth being human has it’s purpose within.

And there I go getting side tracked from actively working on focus.A focus.My attention has reached a point of no return. My mind has been racing ahead of my body from the start. My mind always thinking of ways that make each day that brought chaos confusion and feelings uncomfortable feels like. The concept of being comfortable in my own skin… the importance that being comfortable plays as from the womb delivered mustard seed small and the symbolic nature in which we get birthed designed to take symbols and give meaning.


When you remain connected to the Divine, She will speak to you — in patterns and connections, signs and synchronicities, and all sorts of gifts. When magic rises to the surface of your awareness, and your life, you know you’re blessed. It makes life a wild adventure. It’s also a source of incredible strength, coming to you when you most need it …” – Phyllis Curott

I feel like I could explode. The universe has been so blatant. The signs that pave my road… my awareness of the unknown… knowing… shooting stars carry magic and hoping for the best comes naturally from within and from within I have been filled with a love. A love that has been vibrating so loud lately… I find myself needing to get outside. Burning Bush guide. Nature spilling light through the cracks that piece me together and hold my frame up. Changing my view through the beauty discovered by the scars unique in nature making everything perfectly flawed.

Re flip Re flect.

Still. 2 years later.

Trying to understand how to make my life aligned with my Creator.

Trying to understand how to continue after realizing how much I will have to relearn.

We are products of our environments.

We all begin the same. Laws of nature that connect all humans and remind each generation down the line that no matter what people invent or how evolved our thinking becomes… the laws of nature will always prevail.

Laws of nature to remind us all that something bigger is at work and has ultimate control.

I live in a time where control and power are what people chase. Control and power are two things that society has constructed to be able to give validation.

Validation is important sometimes. The importance of what we need validation for should change with age.

Age has me 31 going on 32 in four months. The years seem to go by more quickly now as an adult then during the childhood schooling years.

Age has me feeling like I’ve been through enough experiences that show me that I am headed in a different direction.

Age is just time in which we use to compare and measure ourselves to others on this life journey during the same point in history.

Bringing me to the point that I am truly trying to comprehend and express with the remaining years I live.

The world is a big place. There are a lot of people that fill up the space that in the beginning was made by the divine creator… A divine creator that divinely created the ultimate stage where HIS STORY would unfold and play out. Mother Earth.

On this spinning globe, gravity grounds human nature for the sake of needing people to develop the land and create different traditions and cultures… showing how different life could be somewhere else… showing that people live differently all over the world.

I am truly trying to understand the WORK in which I have been designed for. We all are born with a purpose. Everything that has breath needs to recognize the fact that it was given for the sole purpose to be used… but how you use it is key… A key has the ability to unlock and open something or it can close and lock something. I believe everyone is equipped with their own skeleton key. I believe everyone has different things that brings out curiosity within that allows them to connect to a higher source. Everyone doesn’t want the same things and people need to learn that while they’re young and developing.

I happen to have been born in the United States. California dreaming for the first 21 years of life. I was my parents 3rd child and my older siblings remember living in San Francisco before my father’s job relocated us to the house I first remember feeling was home. Located on the grounds of San Quentin State Prison… one of the first houses within the gates… facing the ocean… the house that had the room that I knew as my space with the window I found myself looking out often…

I had the best view in my opinion because it faced the ocean and it was that ocean that calmed me.

We live in a society that is constructed to keep people in boxes with pretty labels that can be easily displayed.